mom

Tomorrow will be mom's first year death anniversary. I can't believe that it's been a year  now since mom left us. It's never been easy for all us. Every time i think of her,  i can only see a memory of love. Mom was my super hero. And that truth will remain forever. She was an epitome of a real mother. The one who will do anything  just for us, her daughters to get well whenever we are ill. She hath loved to hear our voices. She hath been our first greeter during our birthdays mornings. I missed you mom. So much. If only you can see us from home there in heaven, will u approve how i handle things now?Wishing that you're still here with us. There would be times that i wanna call your name. To say things unto you that you alone can understand. Some thought that we were strong enough. But they were wrong. It ain't that easy. And it will never be the same again. How could anyone  stand firmly if  he or she  lost the one who gave the precious life they have right now? The one who has heard mine heart beat first? I wish i was that too strong. If it was not His grace, i can't even smile right now. I only believe that mom's home right at this very moment.She was taken away from us for a reason. She's now healed physically & spiritually forever. And that is the reality. For that, i have to be thankful. Mom is home. I love thee..